Archive for November 6th, 2008

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Early Morning Blogging

November 6, 2008

So, here it is at 2:10AM in the morning. I thought I was exhausted, but my mind just won’t shut off. A billion things are just rushing through my mind. Emotions, contemplations, thoughts…

Maybe I’ll go take some Benedryl so I can get some sleep. And of course, I’m itchy still from the stupid heart monitor.

There’s nothing you can do but pray. Please pray.

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Enough

November 6, 2008

I am ready to let go.

 I’ve had enough.

 Just, enough.

 I’m sick of fighting with myself.

Over whether I should stay or go.

I am ready to give in…

God, Please don’t let me give in!

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