Dear Erica,
Why do I still miss you so much? I hate this feeling. It feels like…like a hole ripped through my chest. I keep trying to patch it up but nothing quite heals it…
I find that especially now, going through more health issues, I miss you the most. I am having a lot of pain in my upper right side of my abdomen that has become more persistent, and then constant. It is getting worse, despite strong pain medications, which, to be honest is scaring the crap out of me.
Throughout this past week, I have gotten almost every imaginable medical test you can get. Or so it seems. Two ultrasounds, three different blood draws, one urine test, one X-Ray, and one CT Scan. And of course, everything turned out normal. So Dr. Sokol is going to send an urgent referral over to the G.I. Doctors, but I don’t think they will be able to help me either…
I am trying to hold onto the little bit of hope I still have but it is dwindling fast. I am so very tired of my body not working. I know everything happens for a reason and this is all part of a plan, but seriously, I need a little break!
My doctor mentioned admitting me to the hospital yesterday if the pain got worse. I am currently waiting for her to call me back and figure out where to go from there.
Later,
KJ
Hi…I came across your blog. I was wondering if you’ve tried an exercise and nutrition program for your weight loss? Losing weight would probably help with health problems too. At least it worked for me
Chiropractic is another avenue to look into…