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Life Update

May 18, 2009

DSC_0066Me And My Sister!

I went back to the LPCH hospital on April 23rd. I was given another IV because I was severely dehydrated again. No surprise there. Then they transferred me over to another hospital called El Camino Hospital. Stanford rents out two units over there. One of which is called Comprehensive Care Program (CCP).

They put me in this unit which is for teens with eating disorders. I have to say I was very skeptical at first, and well…kind of pissed off they put me there. But I really think it helped me a little bit. At first, The nurses were all being very pushy telling me to drink more and didn’t understand gastric bypass surgery in the least. I got very frustrated and tired of telling each nurse everything they needed to know to take care of me.

I was there until May 2nd, when I was just starting to make progress with some pureed food and working with a counselor and Occupational Therapist to work through the pain. My insurance decided that I didn’t need “rehab” and wouldn’t answer the doctors calls. Three of my doctors and my surgeon were willing to have a conference call with the health insurance and they still did not answer the calls. I still have several doctors that want me to go back to CCP and they are still fighting with the insurance.

My insurace (Healthy Families/ HealthNet) has told my doctors that “Letting me go to Stanford and have surgery was a slip up in their paperwork.” And they no longer want to cover followup visits. Well guess what people, I HAVE to go back to Stanford now, whether you like it or not! So it looks like we’re in for another insurance fight.

As of right now, I’ve been in Chico for the past week and am going to stay for another week. I had an appointment at Stanford on the 20th but it was changed to the 27th because the adult surgeon, Dr. Morton won’t be there on the 20th. (who I have to see now, also because the pediactric surgeons don’t know what the hell to do with me). I think being in Chico has been really good for me. My sister, Angie is helping me a lot. She keeps me going.

After I got home from the hospital, (yes, I admit it) I gave up. Everything. All I was doing was sleeping all day, occasionally taking a walk. I stopped taking all my medication cold turkey and was drinking maybe 3 oz a day and half of a nutritional drink, which is about 100 calories. I’m doing a lot better than I was. I’m drinking 3-4 nutritional drinks per day and drinking 30-50 ounces a day. And with a lot of pushing from Angie I’m cautiously trying to eat a few foods. Honestly though, the smell of food makes me nauseious.

On top of all of this, Dr. Morton saw me on May 6th. He said if my pain and burning in my stomach had not gone away by the 20th (now the 27th) he wants to do an exploratory surgery and go into my closed off stomach and intestines.

Oh, and just for the icing on the cake, I had to make one of the hardest decisions of my life and put my baby girl, Daisy, to sleep on May 9th. She was 8 years old and had a bone tumor in her shoulder that was causing her a lot of pain. I love you baby and I miss you…

Daisy

Daisy December 16th, 2000 – May 9th, 2009

DSC_0019eyesOne of the pictures Angie took of me out at Chico State.

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Another Chico Weekend

February 26, 2009

I have been counting down the days!  2  1/2 more!

This Friday we’re headed off to Chico again. My mom has a doctors appointment on Friday, because she has been really sick lately. I am really worried about her, please pray for her.
I hope to see my bestest friends Lindsey and Kathleen on Friday afternoon, but the details haven’t been made out yet.
And of course, I am excited to see my big sis, and stay the night with her and mom on Friday and maybe Saturday too…again, details have not been worked out. I am hoping I will have Saturday night with her, since I won’t be able to see her for awhile after this weekend. Mom says I need to focus on school more. Ugh.

Also, probably next week, I am getting an ultrasound done on my ovaries to check for cysts and what-not. I’m not sure what is causing my pain. I am SO fed up with the surgeon for the gastric bypass in Stanford. Still no surgery date, which means it will definitely NOT be in March, but now they’re saying “Maybe April…”  (or May, June, July or August) !!!

And I just got a letter in the mail from HealthNet, saying they are not approving me seeing Dr. Garrison! So what does that mean, they’re not going to pay for the surgery I had last Tuesday??? Someone from HealthNet called my mom to tell her they had approved it! I hate health insurance! And I love my mommy so much for fighting with them for me for so long.

On a lighter note, I went to school today for the first time in about a week and a half. I finished my English 3A Unit 3 test, and passed it with an A (only missing one question!). And I finally got another elective class called Independent Living. It sounded kind of fun…teaches you how to cook and sew and live on your own, which I need to do sometime in the next year or so.

That’s pretty much all for now!

~Kaitlyn

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Chico & A Poem.

January 28, 2009

I just had an amazing week. It has been awhile since I’ve had one of those! Stayed with Diane and Mom for a little over a week. It was so nice. Thank you Di and Mom! I can’t wait to have another crazy night with you Di. And I can’t believe I never even thought about getting a picture! Oh well.

I found this poem on my computer, I wrote it a little after I moved. I thought I should post something interesting. Pray for me as I try to keep my head above water.

Here’s my poem

Homesick

Thought I was doing ok
The pain was slowly going away
But I was just lying to myself
Distracting myself
Put that fake smile on
For everyone to see.

As soon as I’ve got nothing to do
I start thinking about you
What could’ve been
What should’ve been.

The pain comes back like an open wound
Ripped open by the sound of your voice
I miss your hugs
Your support.

You helped me up when I was down,
Now I’ve got to help myself
But I just keep going farther down
Sinking into that dark black pit.

You tell me to get up
To be happy
But I cannot find it in me

I want to be happy
For you
But
The pain gets worse
By the sound of your voice.
I’m so homesick…

Okay, tell me what you think. I know it’s not that great, but I just write what I’m feeling.

More Later,

<3 Kait

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Thanksgiving Rush

December 2, 2008

Whew! This is the first time I have had a chance to breathe since last Wednesday! We left early Thursday morning for the 4 hour drive to Monterey/Carmel. Had Thanksgiving with the step-family, played games, etc.

Then we got up early to go shopping in Downtown Carmel, which was extremely crowded, but fun all the same. Everything is so expensive though! Saturday morning, we went to the Monterey Bay Aquarium which was amazing! I had never been there and it was a facinating experience.

After that, we went to meet Guido’s new parents! He was so excited to see me he jumped all over the place. Emmy and Hans were so nice, they were so grateful for Guido and it was great to see them and Guido so happy! Emmy said they would bring Guido to come visit me when I have my surgery at Stanford :) He’s a registered service dog, so he can go anywhere.

I still have to upload the pictures, so I will post them in a different post.

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